november 7 ,
around 11.30
tired of being deal with the matter of course there will always be in my life . it is not present , sometimes it come , it make me feel like there's no hope .............. i never have a chance ,
its not easy to vomit this in term of word . i try to find the solution with my stance .
" no insoluble problem "
what had happens has their own meaning . we do have the ability to face it . a lot better for who know that ALLAH love u so much .
i keep standing inside of my feeling .
try to hide , but it doesn't work . try to run but always being catch.
realize that there is no word , no possible solution , no hope if i turned and proud bearing my journey although for a billion miles .